I think I need to leave this town. I’m too old to be worrying about things that I should have covered by now. A fresh start maybe needed…… Or maybe a break sometime away to clear my head, some time on the road, follow the crow, time is not on my side anymore……Caught in a deep self reflective mode this last week. When I think I over think and I get down. I think I’m dying, we’re all dying really…..in themselves, time and time again. I need to be unknown for once. Ignored. Glanced at with blank eyes. I need to be a memory……here in this place, this place that I love but am growing to hate, more and more each year. A single step. That’s all it will take……one final push, that final straw, something. I’m the last one left. All others have past. I am who I am, leaving won’t change that……but what’s the point in staying still waiting for death, when all around you is motionless, things stay the same here, but also repeat……left and departed. I am alone. In all reality I am. The ones I love and cherish to have in my life aren’t in it enough……I’m where I want to be, where I need to be, but this isn’t the only way. I have options if it comes to it.Other ways chances are earned….not stumbled across. I need to write clear my mind empty it, reprocess it all. Maybe I’m fine maybe I’m done. Maybe it’s time to let go……I think it’s time to shift this weight off my shoulders,time to let go, Maybe time to follow that crow,it’s better than stoning the crow.
emptying my brain with the writen word once again… through twitter this time.
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